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Saturday, March 26, 2005
hiya
its been a long time since i have written my blog, this few weeks i have been very busy with sch and work, so no time to blog.
its a good thing that i keep myself busy, so that i wont think too much. Anyway now I'm having my holidays now, but I'm so involve in sch activities that I'm almost in sch almost everyday. Sch holiday= no sch holiday.
In this long holiday, there a lot of things to be done. let me list it out:
1. Product Testing
2. FOP camp (preparation and execution)
3. CCNA
4. Setup JUDO@RP
5.Work
6. JUDO training
7.Wakeboarding
u see so many things need to be done, where got enough time. this week i have been going to school everyday, very tired leh.
Anyway recently I have been feeling very numb lately, after so many things happened to me till i feel so numb. No matter wat happen to me, i dun feel happy, sad or angry(thats pathetic lor). Seriously, I lost a lot of things this few mth, let me list out again.
Things that i have lost/spoilt:
1.Her
2.Myself
3.Black belt
4.HP(luckily 1 kind taxi driver return it)
5.Watch given by my cousin (spoilt)
This year never been a good year for me. so many things have been going down, but nevertheless i will still stand up and fight lor.Gambatte!!! Anyway so much things happen to me, i'm glad that my friends are there for me, irregardless of who but anyway thanks alot to u all.
Anyway more than 3 mths have pass liao, we havent been toking to each other. i dun noe recently dun really want to tok to her. worse thing, even if i saw her, i might not even want to say hi to her. wat had actually happen to me!! y did i become so heartless? Maybe because i'm scare, i'm scare of being distrust the 3rd time, if really happen to me again i might go bonkers. Actually i really want to tok her but i dun noe wat to tok her liao, not like last time, we can tok abt anything. Anyway just wish that she can be happy lor. Now my piority for her have put aside liao. Most impt now is my sch, schwork and my 2 little god sis. Anyway i shall end here, hand pain when typing too much liao.
"I maybe single and available, doesnt mean I'm lonely and desperate"
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