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Thursday, March 03, 2005
Its more than a month than i had last blog. Anyway this few weeks i felt much better, i havent been feeling so uneasy. Anyway i also never even call her lor, i already wrote her a letter, give her present the use to want it alot.
This few weeks i have realise that i wasn't lonely at all, actually many of my best friends are actually there for me, are there to cheer me, help me along the way. thanx to u all.
anyway 2 more weeks i will finish my first year of my poly life. finally NO MORE SCIENCE for me. Oh YEAH!!!! finally going to break free that IDIOTIC module. Anyway, at the last min this module have break thru, out of sudden a new fac came in, hey!!! to my surprise, my fac is quite pretty leh but a bit shy thats all lor. hehe, hey guys dont say i'm desperate lor, anyway i'm single lor. Maybe next time i go take a pic of her. hehehe!!!!
Anyway today lesson has been very enlightening lor, make me Realized a lot of things. Anyway today lesson is actually about humpty dumpty.
Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
All the king's men and all the king's horses
Couldn't put humpty Dumpty back together again
this 4 lines might sound familiar and easy to u guys, but after some research, its more than meets the eye. actually there is a moral to this story lor. There is a lot of different morals to this story, some even connected to religous issue, but wat surprise me most is this few "what is done cannot be fixed or undone, even though it's fix, i wouldn't be the same" and also this one "its easy for friends to become lovers, but its difficult to for lovers to become friend" With such a simple story can have such a meaningful meaning behind. This actually enlighten me to become a better me.
Anyway this 2 days i come to a conclusion, actual good friends are not just there during your good and happy times, good friends would not leave u when u have ur bad times or crisis. They would be there to help u or even listen to u, they wont run away just becos u got a problem. they will still be there for u. haizzz,..... anyway i use to have a good friend, i was actually there for her, usually during her not so gd times, she would time how angry is she, how things has happen, and so on. anyway for all these times i actually realised that i wasnt been appreciated at all, for all this time i always help her along, but then she never even give a thought for me. anyway she is happily living her life, so am i, hope that she is happy.
Anyway, my mindset have change liao, to me she is still place in side my heart but not a very prominent place. Just like what i wrote in the letter to u, u 3 girls are my 1st piority. I will still be for u and there rest for my friends out that.
Lastly, this is a good news, one of my best friend, Angela, is going to give birth, whoo ray!!! So happy for her!!! this time round is going to be a boy!!!! hehehe, finally she promise me that this one she will allow the baby to learn wakeboarding but not the elder one, valerie, because she say that ger must leh ballet mah, my thought was that, wat the hell!!! Anyway, guys, wait for my good news lor, anyway i will post her baby daughter for everyone to see.
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