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Monday, January 02, 2006
today when to see movie, the chinese tall story, funny show but sad. good show guys go and watch it. probably ppl hate to watch the crappiness of the show but i like it.
Actually this few days really not feeling well, i mean physically, sort of bloated, now feeling nauseous and also slight feverish. Anyway I'm now more focus than b4, things are cleared, but i wish to not to be used again lor, even though i noe the consequences.
Something i always remb, even thought ppl dun like me or watever it is, irregardless of whoever he or she is, probably i would really hate or dislike the person but If i was to hate her or him, wats the different between me and him/her if i also dislike him or her. one thing to say: " learn to open ur eyes and ur mind"
last but not least i'm glad to have friends that are there for me, whether is it regarding sch work or personal problems. Anyway things bound to have conflict, i already knew it, but i would also same thing again and again, "know me for who i am, know how i look like or how u even heard from somebody. " thats it tired liao, dun want to write anymore.
Its always the time the yr that i blog again, anyway......history has just repeated itself, exactly 1 yr ago, at this point of time, i felt exactly the same, moreover i watch the exact same show. all i can say, most of my feeling are inside there, more to the negative ones. Anyway this show is a tragic. Anyway at least i now feel better, sort of a relieve. At least things are very clear for me. But anyway, I just felt being used thats all, even though i already noe this thing would happen again, i still would do the same thing again. Haizzzz.........why must her be my 1st piority. sort of anything can happen to me but not to her. In chinese, 我能陪你度过你最黑黯的时间， 但是你不会让我陪你度你最快乐 的时光。Anyway i already promise her that i would be there when she have a problem, i will be there.
"Choices are never meant to be right or wrong, they are just options for people to face the consequences. Sometimes you cant have the option to meet both end"
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